A Plea for HelpI love you so much.And I love how you are when you're together.Please don't change.Either of you.Please.
RealizationI am a ghost.Fading in, fading out of livesThis wind is bitter and unforgivingIt bitesAnd snapsLike a shark.But I,I simply floatLike a crisp autumn leaf.I soar along.That's all.Yes, you fear me.I would know.Why shouldn't you? I'm cold; I'm dead.But I'm not a menace!A monster, yes
But not a menace.You can trust me! I promise!What could I possibly do to you?I won't hurt you.I can't hurt you.I can't even touch you;I can't feel your skin.I can't feel anyone's skin.I'm dead; I'm coldNo warm flesh, no hugs and kissesI can't feel those.I can't feel.I'm cold; I'm dead now.No more holding hands, no more brushing facesI can't.Fiery heat from across the living roomIs inviting in this terrible weather.Yes?But this room is a ravineAnd this is only a dream.Well, not only a dream;Rather, completely and entirelyA nightmareWithin a reality of absurd proportions.And yetAnd yet, and yet, and yet,It is still reality.And that, that nightmare, I can feel.Stra
SomedaySomedayI will show themThis beautiful personHiding under the fleshI will set free this shining soulFlood the world with its colorI willShow them my rainbow.SomedayI won't be scaredTo stand up to themThe jokersThe hatersThe ones who don't think it throughI won't put up a frontWon't let them hold me downI won'tBe intimidated anymore.SomedayI'll be a lightTo friends and strangers near and farTo the DesperatesTo the Giver-UppersI'll be the oneWho gets them back on their feetI'll beThe push that stands them up again.SomedayI'll have the strengthTo walk my own roadTo stand on my pedestalAnd never fallI'll have the strengthTo come into my ownAnd shineShineBrighter than any city lightBrighter than any star in the clear mountain sky.Someday.Someday.Someday is notNotNot today.
Pantoum Of HopeEven darkness shinesIn truest love's lightThough madness runs freeHope can still be feltIn truest love's lightStrength can grow in painHope can still be feltShadows can know loveStrength can grow in painThough madness runs freeShadows can know loveEven darkness shines
Night haikuThe moon comforts a waveBefore its impending deathUpon the shore
available nowlove is like a bruiselurking just beneath your skinbegging to be born
(and the dark stopped being scary)once I fell asleepbeside you, I no longerhad need for nightlights.
my thoughts are fear biters.my heart is too wildfor me to cage it in ameaningful haiku.
Twisted FIctionI wrote you lettersWritten in blood. Tainted byMy twisted fiction.
crash into me.one step closer andwe can slow dance over theburning horizon
Advice from Master ShaoAs the Spinda movesSo the grass on the hill flowsA beautiful danceAs the Swablu singsSo does the wind in the treesA beautiful songAs the LunatoneRises in the evening skyThe moon does alsoBreath as the breeze doesAllow the wind to carryYour spirit awayThe world always movesRegardless of what you doYou must also moveSing like the SwabluRise just as the LunatoneDance like the SpindaStop to enjoy lifeOr it will move without youAnd you will be lost
saint valentine and friendsit's not romantic;it's an obligatoryvalentine's day poem.
BeachI see only blueIn light and dark, as restlessOcean meets still sky.